You like them. You think they have a great personality. They're cute. You are all caught up in the "new" thing. Then, you find out they like you. Hip Hip Hurray, Right?
Not for me. Something that I have never been able to understand about myself is this concept. I have had a few 'boyfriends' here and there, but nothing serious enough to even really consider real or count it as a relationship at all. Does anybody else go through this? It's like I only like the chase, and then when I have the person, I decide that I am not as interested as I was to begin with. Maybe I'm just scared to be hurt, or maybe commitment freaks me out a bit. Maybe it's immaturity. But I really want to get past that.
Maybe you just don't like boys?
ReplyDeleteI mean maybe, but more realistically its probably more just building that person up in your head and once you have it, its not what you built it up to be.
sooo this has happened to me so many times recently. which is odd, because i had the longest term relationship before college and a normal length thing whatever a few months ago. and i dont know what it is but this has happened almost four times since?
ReplyDeletei have no idea though, i wish i had some insight for ya.
I totally understand what your going through becuase I find myself doing it many times and then I complain about why i am not finding anyone. I think it is more of to build my confidence though, just to know that I can get him if I wanted to. I dont think its immaturity though, I just think I rush things too and hence my brain takes longer to acknowledge what my 'heart' knew all along: That I was never interested in him.
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