Thursday, April 14, 2011
Sunday, April 3, 2011
The Future Freaks me out
You like them. You think they have a great personality. They're cute. You are all caught up in the "new" thing. Then, you find out they like you. Hip Hip Hurray, Right?
Not for me. Something that I have never been able to understand about myself is this concept. I have had a few 'boyfriends' here and there, but nothing serious enough to even really consider real or count it as a relationship at all. Does anybody else go through this? It's like I only like the chase, and then when I have the person, I decide that I am not as interested as I was to begin with. Maybe I'm just scared to be hurt, or maybe commitment freaks me out a bit. Maybe it's immaturity. But I really want to get past that.
Not for me. Something that I have never been able to understand about myself is this concept. I have had a few 'boyfriends' here and there, but nothing serious enough to even really consider real or count it as a relationship at all. Does anybody else go through this? It's like I only like the chase, and then when I have the person, I decide that I am not as interested as I was to begin with. Maybe I'm just scared to be hurt, or maybe commitment freaks me out a bit. Maybe it's immaturity. But I really want to get past that.
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